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Back Back ..

sorry my blog~~~~

I had abandon u for a long time ~ 

coz of lazy and no time to manage u~~

but now im back..n i will manage u back as well as i can..LOL..

aright..a brand new life for me~
goodbye to my single life,
and begin a new relationship life start from 1st Jan 2011
❤

                                    -----------LIFE OF 2011------------

Im Back ...

I felt soooooo sorry to my blog..I had abandon my blog about few months..some problems cause I can't sign in my blog as well.. Now..I can sign in..finally~~~

I will try my best to update my blog and my latest status..^~^

In this few months..many things happened..

Trial exam,Graduation,SPM exam,travel..

For me,this year were greater than last time..I had done a lot of things that I never done before..it is exceed my expectation..

Now,I already OFFICIALLY end my secondary school life!!!!

Feel happy,because finally finish my study (11 years study life) and no need to face to the bla bla bla exam~~ ;

Feel sad,because miss my friends~~getting separate and won't be study in the same school..because of them ,my school life become more interesting and wonderful..

haiz~hope afterward we still can be with together..do miss me pls..sob..

After end my secondary school life,need to worry about money!!sigh..finding a job soo hard man~~ zzz... always stay at home do nothing,i getting become cacat..issh~ job!i need u~~!

* coming up next : star cruise trip *

Everything are back to the normal

Time ,can't be replaced back and reclaimed.

What had been happened are happened.

 Since it is so,what we need to do is face to the truth

not to twist the truth, not to escape the truth

just need to face it

because the truth will be never changed.

happen is happen

few week ago,

No..suppose to say
a month ago..

there had misunderstand,quarrel??happened between my friends and I

(please refer to previous previous post.)

Yes,

we have a lot of complaint and misunderstand between our friendship

it is the truth,and we not really know how to overcome these..

so that ,we kept let THIS continued..

until last month..

I can't stand for it anymore..

so I decide to say it out honestly..

we all know,that the best solution for us

say it honestly, face the truth earlier.

I always help my friends to solve their friendship problem

however,I can't solve my problem..

that's funny!

After I wrote that post,

I had think a lot and a lot

I asked myself , 'Do I really want our friendship to break?'

my answer is,'NO'

the post that I wrote ,was not to break up our friendship

I just want to solve it as soon as possible

and at last,

the problem was SOLVED!

all of us are accepting and facing to the truth

and willing to overcome this problem..

we had been open heart

right now , everything is fine

everything have been remain back to normal..

I am grateful and I had learn something

from this ' event'

Everything is easy to solve  actually

As long as you have to open heart and face to the truth

do not to think that the world are cruel..

it is a challenge and make people grow up(mind )

we should appreciate and thankful ,to these challenge...

Do FLY4 stil go on?

YES! it is!

LOL~

My Art Project (Seni )

I had take part Art in my end year examination (SPM)

Finally I had done all my Art folio and project..huu~~

The project that I had done is BATIK .. 

It is one of our Malaysia's Tradition...

It represent our country,our Malaysia's Culture.

I had used about few month to finish it..

It not a difficult work,actually.

It is fun and can learn a lot of thing

from the process of making Batik.

When the Batik was completely done,I felt happy and

touched that the Batik was made by my 'hand'~~~

O~O [wiping tears-ing~~]

Feel proud too when looking at my 'product'

ㅋㅋㅋ..너무 좋아 (like it very much)

 

=   Yumie's trademark  =

友情。忍耐 。极限

别人说, 

朋友之间要学会包容，

因为每个人都有不同的个性..

所以要结为朋友，要懂得互相包容

我已经很努力的在学习包容..

什么事我都尽力去忍下来了

但，似乎已到极限了..

之前是因为怕伤害到之间的友谊，

所以发生了什么事,都忍了下来

在乎?有用吗?

你向来我行我素..想做什么就做什么..

这我知道..这我也管不了..

但，

你有站在别人的立场为别人着想过吗?

我一直都在迁就着你..但你却在抱怨..

记得上次，你生气

气说我怎么不能迁就你

当时，你有站在我们的立场为我们着想吗?

每次出街或其他事情时,我们都尽力去配合你..

但当我们有些困难，需要你配合时

你却生气了.

为什么你要别人去配合你

但叫你去配合别人时，却像是受了委屈似的

迁就..

我都有在尽力去迁就，配合

但你却只是在抱怨

你从来没认真去站在我们的立场想过..

也没认真地去了解我们的想法，感受

你总是注重自己的想法多点
说是我错了，但仔细想想

难道你认为你完全没有错吗?

我也不是完全没有错,但我承认

你呢?却一而再，再而三的在逃避事实

老是说像是别人对不起你似的

但，你有去了解这些事情的由来，原因吗?

你就只会说：‘为什么要这样对我?’

我都在忍耐，包容你

但似乎变成纵容了

你说你是个情绪化的人，我也是啊

但你是怎么对待我，我们呢?

做事情只跟着自己的心情，情绪去做

心情不错时，就好好的

心情不好时，就对我们不理不睬的

当大家在讨论事情，意见不合时

你就转身走人，甚至无视我们的存在

这，什么意思?

抱怨说我们忽略了你，但事实上，

忽略我们的却是你

你想理会我们，就理会我们

不想理会就把我们丢在一旁

这，又是什么意思?

你说过：‘是朋友的话，有什么心事要说出来，一起分担’

但你好像忘了这句话..那是谁没把谁当朋友看了?

记得前几天，当我告诉你说

明天要来学校做拍照片的事情时

你突然很大声的，语气像是生气似的

说‘为什么要明天拍?!拍什么?!’

如果你过重要的事情要办，没来我能体谅

可是你却是因为自己懒惰不想去学校

下午还去玩乐..

如果你不想来，你可以说声

也没必要那么激动的吧?!

就因为这些小事情，自己的私人事情

有必要用这种语气态度对我说话吗?

你甚至还成天当我透明似的..无视我的存在

问你问题时，你却忽略，不理会我

这，什么意思?
这样的对待，已不止一次了

什么尊重不尊重的，那你又尊重我，我们吗?
请别老是说一套，做一套

说要好好珍惜我们之间的友情，但事后你又怎么对待我了?

我并没有想过要得到些什么，拿到些什么

我只想要个单纯的，互相关心的友谊

就这么小小的要求，有很过分吗?

你是个很乐于帮助朋友的人

这，无可否认

你确实是个很热心的人

你为我的付出，我都有记在心里

你我都有为彼此付出过，但

你有珍惜我所付出的吗?

什么过客的..是谁把谁过客看待了?

从开始以来，从没把你当过客看待

可是你却这样的想我..

我对你来讲，就仅如此吗?

那你呢?是你把我当过客吧?

毫不起眼的..甚至对你而言

我的存在也无所谓吧?

别老是说像是别人亏欠你似的

你自己也该去了解事情的由来

不要只是一昧的觉得大部分都错在别人

自己也得负上点责任

问问你自己，你是怎么对待我们的?

动不动就对着我发脾气

我是应分要受这些起的吗?

你有脾气，我也有脾气的好吗

请你理会下我的感受好吗？

别只顾你自己..

多为别人着想，也请好好对待别人

不然，是谁也会受不了的..

请多试着接受别人的意见，也别固执，

偶尔听听别人说的，也不妨，或许会有不同的出路

 请多尊重别人，因为任何人都想被受到尊重的

不只是你而已

请多改善对别人的态度 ，也请好好理会别人的感受

 每个人都有尊严的，不只是你而已

 请接受事实，因为改变不了

至少还可以努力挽救残忍的事实

但并不是用悲观的念头去接纳

而是用乐观的年头去接纳它

希望有所觉悟

该说的都说了，

想说的也都说了。

肯不肯接受你自己决定..

 

Lucky is coming to me ❤

Lucky ~❤

Im been chosen for AFS interview!!

although I know that the probability of pass the interview is 1/4

lesser and lesser..

but..there is still a hope for me..haha

really thanks for choose me as attend the interview..

thanks a lot!!

thanks god too!

I'll appreciate this preciously chance~

Besides that,

Im going KLCC this week!!!

1st time being crew for an event~

only one word can express my feeling

EXITED!!

that a great experience for me..haha

hope nothing bad happen on that day..

and hope the event will be done as well as smoothly 

[Pray-ing ]

知识的一天，理想的开始

 今天，学校有讲座会

一位马来老师来我学校给我们讲座

刚开始， 我们都以为他都其他人一样

会给些罗嗦，唠叨的演讲

但，我们都猜错了

是很有趣^^

他的演讲给我的感觉是…回到小学时代

小学鉴定考试前的激励营

搞笑的，幽默的，有趣的，

他很完整的表达他所要表达的正面讯息

我们也完完全全的接收到……很喜欢他的教学方式

生动有趣，而且活泼……

由于他的演讲很有趣，我们每个人都听得津津有味呢

精神奕奕的……不错哟

从这个讲座会，给了我些启发

理想，目标，梦想，未来

是时候要为这些着想了

每个人都会有想要的人事物

说实在，没有什么事是办不到的

只要你想，就放胆去做

用心去做，努力去做

就算跌倒了也没关系

爬起来再继续努力

一定会有成功的那一天的

只是时间早晚的问题罢了

继续颓废下去，

最后，

后悔的一定是自己

不想让自己后悔，

不想让时间留白，

从现在起，开始自己的梦想

我想，我会试用那个神奇的‘小小魔法’

写下我渴望的，我想的，我要的

也要写封信给未来的自己

也许某天梦想会实现哦

试试也好，哪怕是一丁点的希望

(∩_∩)

*诚实面对真实的自己，你会发现一些不为人知的事情哦！

Dream

Recently, I dreamed a lot of weird dream..

Aish..speechless ...

Those 'dream' make me feel embarrassed,*shy ..lol

I don't know what to say about it..

But it is better than have no dream!

because of the bored life

some dream can make you feel

happy,exited,sad,angry,funny,shocked and many many special thing 

that maybe never appear in your life..

Im curious of the dream..

special dream make your life different

So...

hope YUNHO can come into my dream ^^

Im waiting for your appearance!Oppa!!

(*^__^*)

Headache week..

huu~
It is a headache week for me..
suddenly feel that do nothing..work nothing..study nothing..
feel like my life suddenly become meaningless...
STRESS + STRESS come over to me!
quite emo in this week..
easy to get mad..can't communicate nicely with others..
please forgive if i do that to you guys..my friend..
i think i getting out of control..but not tat insane la..
im stil the normal human..
maybe dint get sleep well and feel sick..

Today..i think is the worst day in this week...
since started this week..i feel that something changed..
but in fact, there are nothing changed.
i feel that other people attitude,emotion,action are changed.. ( for temporily)
i think i think too much..i hope it so..
heavy headache + illness+ emo+stress are come to me..
please...stop it god..
it make me feel more tired and tired..
now..i just wanna to take a well rest..
give me a time to get rest..
hope will be get cure as normal..
i really can't stand for it anymore...